my results suck, and my gpa is on a downward trend. even got C+. see le also sian. is it proof that i did not try hard enough? or have i not been serious enough?

regretting that there was something i should do, but i didn't. and now more has to be done to reduce and hopefully reverse the damage.

can i enjoy? haiz. the mood is already different.

its funny that i was a good child, with good results and was obedient enough not to let my parents worry. and now that i'm approaching the last phase of my youth, as well as education, i make them worry.

its ironic too, that evan can be natural in front of my parents but i cant.

i'm ok, just upset over results.